yeah, i guess so.

been mugging in school almost every single day. yeah, i've got the quantity, but where's the quality? the thought of the amount of time left totally scares me off. like what shah said, finished. yeah FINISHED. true enough to say i aint preparing for mid year at all. wells, i wanna prepare for As rather than mid year. (: but of course, sure it wouldnt be the same as my mock exam. i scored two F grades. cool. im okay with it though, seriously.

i feel, different. my thoughts just spinned around me. it's hard controlling my mind from spiralling into wild thoughts, depressing moments of anguish and hopelessness. i looked into the sky today and i thought of you. i cried 'cause i missed you. i know that's the last thing you would want to see me cry. i just can't forget that moment you saw me cry. four years, i've been living fine. 'cause of you, i'll never feel alone.

stayover at my cousin's place again, till the end of my mid year i suppose. according to my aunt, i can stay till the end of my As! oh, it's great, but i feel vacant. i missed home; my daddy, mommy and lil sis. i know i got to be home soon, well at least over the weekends. i feel aint alright without them with me and i know daddy and mommy missing me truckloads. yes lil jasmine, i'm missing you too if you are reading this my dear baby. (:

ooh! and girlfriend just got back from taiwan! you know you love me, you know i miss you! :D can't wait to see you darling! HEHEHES :P

you got to believe that a girl's intuition is uncannily accurate, and i trust myself on that. i'll believe you if you tell me it's true.

REPLIES :D
micHx; you know you love me :D
lene; hi one! yeah it's been long long long time! hope you are doing fine alrights. :D hugs.
yingjie; of course not. 'cause i love you loads! ((:
jasmineCHONG; okay :D
Uncle; -salutes!
sheree; just mug everyday? hah. perserverance and motivation - quoted from seng. :D
yuya; heys dear! haven't been hearing from you for some time. catched up with felicia some time ago. haha. let's fry it hard together! oops :x
LTG; hMmm.. you are?
Mel; i haven't been touching ECONS for EONS. oh nooo, it's horribly horrible. -shakes!